I now feel peace at the cemetery

It really is a beautiful place, and it makes me feel close to nature.


I don't usually cry when I am there, I just reflect about the meaning of life and death.

I know that Andy's spirit is not there in the grave, I still feel him all around me wherever I go. Although I can't see him, I feel that our love continues just as bright.

It makes me feel good to keep his grave tidy, and the headstone polished. I feel good each time I bring him a single rose from our garden, or place a flag on his grave. I guess it is a way for me to continue to show honor to him, by keeping up the place where his earthly remains rest.

Even if he isn't really there.